Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in shae's LiveJournal:

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Friday, April 7th, 2006
8:10 pm	i havent been here for about 2 years life has been an experience....wow! leaving my hometown, living in florida for 2 years and now im back in my hometown. i had to leave my boyfriend but im going back to him as soon as i turn 18! it would be too hard to tell you everything that has been happening the past two years i have not updated my livejournal but im sure you have a clue. im more intelligent, more eager, more energtic and happier..im sure you get tha point.everyone has told me i have blossomed into a beautiful young adult :) ill have pics for ya'll verry shortly Current Mood: blah Current Music: t.i. what you know (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
4:55 pm	justin, <input ... > (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
7:58 pm	beth i love you babe! may 15th makes one month!!! together 4 eva! ill be home for summer ya'll!!!!!!!!!! check my aol profile to see my pics! (Comment on this)
Friday, March 11th, 2005
7:18 pm	long ass time>>>> hey yall its me and im not gonna be able 2 be on the computer for a long ass time....... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo shae (Comment on this)
Friday, February 25th, 2005
10:14 am	comments from people i couldnt unscreen the comments to put on here so i am juss gonna put em in this thingy...i dno....blah     rosha1990 (rosha1990) replied to your LiveJournal comment in which you said: heyy babe...i love you..... and ur brother thinks im nifty!!!! o la la la... i wanna do ur brother soo bad!!! can you spell H-O-T-T! finger lickin good! well i love you.....keep it real and ill call you in the morning, xoxox Their reply was: Subject: Re: rosha i love you i love u 2........GOD.....its ok for u 2 say that my bro's hot but not christy...she just 2 nasty.....lol well i love ya.....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Sarah (dance_macabre28) replied to your LiveJournal post lol, thanks Shae, i am so feeling the love!! </333 lol   inhereyesifall (inhereyesifall) replied to your LiveJournal post   Subject: hey hun.... hey sweetie... that was a really good poem, hun... i am so sorry that you're going through so much right now... if u want me to call you, i will... I promise i'll be here no matter what happens... Norabear   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ nora thank you so much babe!~ (Comment on this)
9:40 am	MIDNITE MADNESS TONIGHT 10PM TILL 2AM heyy ya'll....i cant wait till tonight....me and rosha and beth are gonna go to midnight madness at the charlotte county fair grounds on 776.....i cant wait..... i talked to anthony on the telly lass night....that made me so happi in the pants....we have 5th hour together (spanish) and he says senor haynes isnt going to be here tomorrow.....so we are gonna casually not go,,,,im sure we can find plenty of other things to do... ;) ;) **winks** ROSHA: I LOVE YOU BABE ~ALWAYS AND FOREVER~ I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE....YOU KNOW I GOT UR BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~*~MUAH~*~ XOXOXOXOX ~i heart you~ alrighty, i juss had to tell my rosha i lovded her....cuz i read her live journals and she says a whole bunch of super great things about me...... :) i really love her..... hmmm....i dno, i am kinda bored and i gotta go get in the shower....i love all ya'll back home in t.c and miss ya like craaaazzzzyyy......call me 1941 743 3317....i will be waiting....i get off school at 6 get home at 6:30 and cant have calls past 10...i leave in the morning around 11 and get up around 9 something...hehehe call me guys!!!!!          i am gonna go but i will try to be on saturday sometime....i will be looking forward to any calls i may get in the future....lol  peace out young ones.... Current Mood: crazy Current Music: "let me love you" mario (Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
9:41 pm	Drop it like its HoTT alrighty ya'll ....wassup? hmmm, im doing my homework and talking to ma gurl christy...i talked to my daddy earlier....he is sending me some money so i can go to the fair again this weekend...cant wait! dayum! i need a cig....grrr, needa go outside now... i love all ya'll...sleep tight and be good....hehehe XOXOXOXO johnny....babe! ill call you soon! try and save room for me this weekend..... i love you daddy....hehehe ~*~muah~*~ your favorite loser **shae** Current Mood: curious Current Music: WHITE TEES:DEM FRANCHIZE BOYZ (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
8:42 pm	i forgot to tell you something.... i got to go see jessie and the baby today! i had so much fun....jessie is so great and she will be such a good mommie! hehehe.....congrats again hunni! (Comment on this)
8:13 pm	heyy ya'll hmmmm...... i only have a minute but i juss wanted to check in and say i love you all..... keep it real and bee good! dont do anything i wouldnt do...hehehe, xoxoxox..... JOHNNY I LOVE YOU i have to go..... your favorite loser, **shae** Current Mood: horny Current Music: usher lil john and ludacris "lovers and friends" (Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
9:34 pm	DONT HATE THE PLAYA...HATE THE GAME!!!!! CAN I CONJUGATE YOU?!?! I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!                                thats really pimpin! ^  hes hott!!  hehehehe....hottness everywhere! looooveee it! FRI n/a n/a 45°F 7°C SAT 76°F SUN 79°F 55°F MON 80°F  54°F TUE 80°F F 12 WED 80°F  55°F THU 78°F  56°F       thats my forcast...here in the ghetto of port charlotte......hehehe...lol....grrrr i hate it when it gets to 80!!!!! tooooo hotttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anywho......   i want my nipples done!!!! heheh, she gotts it goin on!!! woo and hoo! lol                              hehehe, beware of brief nudity..........im juss pimp like that.......       who doesnt love this?!?! wow, i need some more sugar....                 im bored....ewwwww, christmas colors.....yuck! okies, better i guess.....heyy....wanna know something kewl?!?!  i forgot.... but i love ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!!                       i have to get going...i will try to be on tomorrow??? maybe?? if ur lucky??                        ~shout outs~ jesse! im sooo happy for you.....your a mommy now!!!!!! christy...ur an aunt....shape up lil missy...hehe have fun at the party tonight....without me.... :( lol, j/p....it shall be pretty kewl wif ashley i guess.... brandon...you suck rosha.....gonna come over tomorrow? beth....cant wait to stay wif you tomorrow nite! mom and dad- like my letter? luis- i love you and want to have ur babies?!?! NO NO NO NO.....johnny- i want to have UR BABIES!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU ...and ur dirty lil fantasies..... ian....grrr on you....you dirrty lil communist basturd!         alrighty....i think im done now....call me if ya know me! 1941 743 3317   (home) dont call after 10 p.m. guys!!!!!! dont call after 9 if you live in another state besides michigan or new york....      holla at me if ya want some...hehehe, juss kidding!!!!! love always and forever.....**shae** (a.k.a. ur favorite loser)             i heart you all~       Current Mood: amused Current Music: "hope" by: twista and faith evans (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
9:38 pm	dont call afta 10 ya'll!!!!! Ian, i heart you...and i was so ready to do you lass saturday nite!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
9:10 pm	this is how we do...... WHAT IT IS BITHCES!?!? well, here is a poem thingy i wrote.... "memory:the night i fell in love" everytime i fall its for you that nite, only us you held me so close like nothing else mattered so close it was almost suffocating your the one i wanted most now i feel you as you slip away you were my everything only in my memories now the darkenss holding me tightly i cant escape the empty thoughts that fill my head, taking over me.. my soul my heart is broken now i have you to thank as im falling i see you, only you your watching me and i know it i know your denying everything but the thoughts of lies hurt you my broken heart my lifeless body lies waiting for you to save me.....wake me i wish you knew spare me tears the way you kissed me drew me closer only closer to my shallow grave the memories wont escape me baby, memories are where you'll find me... broken ~*~*****************************************************************************~*~ yeah....i bet ya'll know who that has to do wif..... i dno guys....someone is ringing my doorbell...lmao, who could that be? i dno, i miss all ya'll...im having some issues.... i think im pregnant...i told my mom and evrything but she says she is going to MAKE ME get an abortion..... i dont want that......... :( :( :( i couldnt live wif myself... i would rather give it up for adoption.... im bored...and confused.... i am trying to hook up wif johnny..... so i am gonna go...i love ya'll... call me if ya know me.... 1941 743 3317 your favorite loser **shae** Current Mood: curious Current Music: how we do the game/50cent (Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
10:43 am	worried depressed....still kinda suicidal......TRIGGERING heyy ya'll...grrrrrr, soooo worried! i had an appointment this morning....to get tested for std's blah blah blah and pregnancy.....i had to cancel....i will go in two weeks..... i think im pregnant...for real this time...im so worried....everyone said i should have an abortion....i dont want to.....i hate the thought of killing another life inside me..... anywho its not said and done yet.... all i can do is hope im not.... the sad thing about it is....i dont even fucking kno the name of the guy...... hell, he doesnt even kno my name....... w/e. i have to get going i guess......please comment of you wanna..im ungrounded so ya'll can call me..... :) :) :) :)        i love you all and cant wait to see you guys!!!!!!! your favorite loser, **shae**                           FOR ALL THE MUTHERFUCKERS WHO WANNA KEEP FLIPPIN ME NICKLES AND DIMES AT SCHOOL......FUCK OFF.....DONT HATE THE PLAYA HATE THE GAME.....YA'LL ARE JUSS MAD CUZ YOU CANT GET NONE.......LMAO Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: ludacris- get back (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
9:43 pm	me and christy got into a fight..... i fucked up today....i was all depressed after me and christy got into a fight and i cut.....i seriously am pissed off that i did it beciase i went for a month wothout....verry depressing...i got on my new meds....prozac...hopefully that will help me feel more happy again.... the fight started when..... i called karen to see why she was mad at me.... then after all that was okay....christy is like.... we pranked the pizza place....and i accidentally gave them ur number.... im like....WTF....THANKS..... and then as soon as my mum gets home the phone rings.... "excuse me mam did you order 76$ of pizza?" my mum was all like.....FUCK NO.... lmao.... so i called christy saying thanks and shit....then she tried denying that she did it when she already fucking told me.... i called her a bitch and i got really sad and i cried for and hour and smoked almost a pack of cigarttes....i cut kinda bad...mom seen and she said i better knock it off beciase it makes her upset...said i wouldnt do it again... when you loose a friend....or when I LOOSE A FREIND....i dont take it easily.... i get really suicidal.... but y'know what, i am really depressed and my friend Rosha is here...and we are gonna chill. christy....christy1989 (LIVEJOURNAL SCREEN NAME) comment to this and hopefully u will have time before i leave..... g2g Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
1:59 pm	heyy ya'll i miss you sooooo much :(( heyy guys....sorri i havent been on like at all....i am grounded for a long ass time.....i got in trouble for hookering around with a friend...who shall not be named at this time....lol.... i got 60$ and all but it sooo wasnt worth it.....he wasnt good anyways.... can you spell ...S-M-A-L-L?!?! lmao.....gimme a break.... i have to go...mum gave me 5 minutes....i cant wait till may!!! ill see ya'll then.....we can deffinately PARTAY!!!!!!!! lotts of love and a million hugz and kisses your favorite loser, shae havent cut in a month :) Current Mood: depressed Current Music: none (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
12:37 pm	chillin with ma gurl and her sis...hehehe alrighty guys i kno i havent updated in a while but im here now.....miss me?? alrighty i gotta lott o stuff to tell ya'll.... FINALLY got my tongue pierced monday jan 25th....karen went wif me and it was pretty neat-o i guess....i didnt even cry....or drool like jay said i was....lol i miss everyone back in t.c. hella much and cant wait to see ya'll in may.... guess what??? we r going back to charlotte h.s in april....dumb mutherfuckers dont know how to build so were stuck in what seems like forever p.c. highschool......its all good....we gotta mall right behind the school...great place to skip if you ask me...but im a good kid and try my best to not skip...lmao... my hamster died the 24th of january...christy went to go play wif it and it didnt move... the death is un-known...we will keep it at that.... i will have lotts of pics for ya'll soon...lotts and lotts and lotts of pics....of me and of me and christy and of me christy and karen..blah blah blah...its all good.... i got $20 but i aint tellin ya'll how...later when i am alone...maybe?!?! dude, ya'll know what im talking about....**winks** $50 dollars for each guy.....were gonna be rich i promise..... alrighty fellow ship mates i am outti, i will update agian soon.... X0X0X0X0X0X0X h&k X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X your most favoritest loser, **shae** fav song of the week.... "get back" ludacris...check it out.... ~*~peace~*~ Current Mood: dirty Current Music: none at the moment... :(( (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
2:47 pm	FUN FUN TIMES WIF MY GURL CHRISTY guy in a strange car says we look good christy says: heyy...you got any money?? guy says: yeah, how much you need... christy: 10 bucks?!? guy says: well...so you suck... chirsty says: no but shae does.... ~*~shae goes with guy~*~ and doesnt do shit!!! gooooood girl<<they say!!!!!!!!! alrighty yeah... but dayum! us wiggas need some money!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao **giggles** i gota cadiallac on 22's BiAtCH OMG WE AND CHRISTY GOT THE BEST CD IN THE WORLD YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! nelly-suit featuring the best song in the land.... "over and over" christy...who has the shit now?!?! i love wal mart...no questions pleeze.... +++and if ya'll try to ruin my buzz...ill say it strait to ur face....FUCK YOU ...FUCK YOU....+++ LuDaCRis.... at leas it goes something like that.....mwahahaha..... me and chrosty had so much fucking fun lass night!!!!!! dude, we lit this place up.... we smoke we toke we choke we pass....o what would life be without some grass?!? i love ya'll but i got to go... ~*~peace up A-town~*~ your favorite loser....**shae** Current Mood: wanting brandon!!! Current Music: nellyft tim mcgraw "over and over" (Comment on this)
Friday, January 21st, 2005
8:53 pm	eating reeses pieces talking to tim and luis and john...its pretty neat i guess....i dont know..depends on how you look at it?!?! im bored... (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
10:03 am	SHAE AND BRANDON!!! alrighty ya'll~ OMG.... i went over to brandons lass nite! mom said i could be home at 7:30...that gave me and hour wif him... alrighty, at first it was kinda akward...then everything was kewl and we got "warmed up to eachother".....  let me juss put this into a few lil words....   me, brandon ...home alone, in his moms bed..... SCORE!!!!     AND NO, we didnt do "it"....we juss had a really neat make-out session....with the lacking of cloths....    hehehe *wandering hands** i have to go tho...but me and brandon are GRRRRRRREAT!  i love yall and i will ttyl... your favorite loser, **shae** neat-o song...... i know it has some reall inappropriate lyrics...but listen to the song...its really super duper...at least me and amd some un-known others think so....heheh... [Hook – Ja Rule] I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York) I got a semi-automatic that spits next time if you talk (you talk) I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York) I got a semi-automatic that spits next time if you talk (you talk) (And I know) [Verse 1 – Ja Rule] Yall niggaz is pussy, poonani, +Vagina+ Your +Monologue's+ getting tired, now it's time to ride You're print distrified, you're no longer desired So take off them silly chains, put back on your wire I'm on fire, holly dipped in octane Let each coast bang, let west coast bang And Rule gonna bring the ghetto gospel To every 'hood possible, pushin through in the sky blue Back with the gods you now, preferably the 4 pound Slugs flyin at the speed of sound Tryin to catch the ears of niggaz that's runnin their mouths I might get my Brooklyn niggaz to run in your house I don't really understand what the runnin's about But we're hunters, we take pride in airin our prey out Leavin 'em layed out, dead, in just a sport 'cause we ain't playin up here in New York [Hook – Fat Joe] I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York) And you can tell the way the homie spit, That nigga, I'm from New York (New York) I got a hundred ways to make a grip, Yes, I'm from New York (New York) And you can tell I get real ignorant, 'cause nigga, I'm from New York (New York) (And this is how we do) [Verse 2 – Fat Joe] Nigga I can see the coke in your nose This ain't a movie, even he got his head blown on the globe And I was just about to find god But now that Ma$e is back, I think I'd much rather find a menage And everybody talkin crazy how they're AK spit But we know this investigatin, and they ain't spray shit Not me, I'm the truth homie, got the industry shook like "Naw nigga, Joe gonna let 'em loose on me" True Story, I'm bringin the T back Even Roy Jones was forced to Lean Back My nigga Dre said grind cook Now we killin them Hard niggaz, who said I must of found Pun's rhyme book Got bitches on top of the Phantom And the pinky got bling, like the ring around Saturn Cook coke, crack, niggaz fiend for that And you already know the x is where the team be at [Hook – Jadakiss] I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York) Ruff Ryde, and D-Block and shit, Nigga fuck what you thought (you thought) And you can't take shit for granted, because life is too short (too short) I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (Aha, and this is how we do) [Verse 3 – Jadakiss] I swear it couldn't be sweeter, Life's a bitch Depending on how you treat her, you might get rich It's guaranteed you gonna die, you might get missed For maybe 2 or 3 hours, 'til they light their spliffs And that coke will get you a long time But when I let 'em know the dope is out, it's like America Online Wise has awoken And you know they say that you deserved it whenever you die with your eyes open I still hold a title, because I'm in the hood like them little motorcycles Stick up kids, hoppin out with them old rifles Just doin shit for nothin, it's so spiteful Ha I'm just like you Word that niggaz wanna murk you is in the air A double shot of yak and the purple is in the air And I'm not cocky, I'm confident So when you tell me I'm the best it's a compliment [Hook – Jadakiss] I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (New York) Ruff Ryde, and D-Block and shit, Nigga fuck what you thought (you thought) And you can't take shit for granted, because life is too short (too short) I got a hundred guns, a hundred clips, Nigga I'm from New York (Aha, and this is how we do) Current Mood: flirty Current Music: ja rule&fat joe- new york (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
10:43 am	you wanna see our fucking cold forcast...BURRRRRRRRR!!!! yeah...t.c. had a blizzard lass nite...they dont haveta go to school today...luck mother fuckers... anywho, heres what it is gonna be like this week i do believe.... Seven-Day Forecast WED 68°F 20°C 44°F 6°C THU 67°F 19°C 48°F 8°C FRI 71°F 21°C 47°F 8°C SAT 73°F 22°C 54°F 12°C SUN 63°F 17°C 40°F 4°C MON 63°F 17°C 42°F 5°C TUE 65°F 18°C 44°F 6°C Detailed Forecast Plan events with our local guide for Punta Gorda Wednesday: Plentiful sunshine. High 68F. Winds N at 5 to 10 mph. Wednesday night: Mainly clear. Low 44F. Winds NNW at 5 to 10 mph. Thursday: Partly cloudy. High 67F. Winds NW at 5 to 10 mph. Thursday night: Mostly clear skies. Low 48F. Winds NW at 5 to 10 mph. Friday (24 hours): Plenty of sun. Highs in the low 70s and lows in the upper 40s. Saturday (24 hours): Mix of sun and clouds. Highs in the low 70s and lows in the mid 50s. Sunday (24 hours): Windy, a few thunderstorms possible. Highs in the low 60s and lows in the low 40s. Monday (24 hours): Mostly sunny. Highs in the low 60s and lows in the low 40s. Tuesday (24 hours): Mostly sunny. Highs in the mid 60s and lows in the mid 40s.  okies ya'll there it is....nice and chilly for all of us in the south...hehehe... oh yeah...and by the way.....              i havent cut in like over a week now....this weekend i am going to celebrate a new beginning and im taking my shoe box full of razors, glass, scissors and knifes and i am taking it to a field and burrying it....     i know that may sound weird but i have been battling with SI since the end of seventh grade.... and i really think i can stop doing it with the help and support of others....so yeah, my frens and i are celebrating this weekend by digging a hole and dropping it in there....out with the old and in with the new.... :)          anywho,    then i shall go get my tongue pierced...lol but yeah, i have to go and finish getting ready so i can walk to karens bus stop then stop by christys house to give her a note....lol, christy is suspended from school till the 26th....baaaaddddd girl....hehehe, i love her!!!!!!!!1          CHRISTY I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!!!!! alrighty, i am really going now, i promise....ttyl  your favorite loser, **shae** p.s. me and brandon are kewl now...hes actually talking to me again after the whole 'lets make out wif shae on my couch and not talk to her or go to my bus stop the day after' thing.....hehehe     prettyful piercings..... Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: none (Comment on this)